Tregimi fillon me lindjen time. Isha f\u00ebmija i vet\u00ebm n\u00eb nj\u00eb familje shum\u00eb t\u00eb varfur, nuk kishim ushqim q\u00eb do t\u00eb na mjaftonte.<\/p>\n
N\u00ebse ndonj\u00eb dit\u00eb gjenim pak oriz ashtu q\u00eb ta largojm\u00eb urine. Pasi e mbaroja pjes\u00ebn time, n\u00ebna edhe pjes\u00ebn e saj ma dhuronte mua, dhe thoshte: \u201cO biri im! Haje k\u00ebt\u00eb oriz sepse nuk jam e uritur.\u201d<\/p>\n
Kjo ishte g\u00ebnjeshtra e par\u00eb e saj.<\/p>\n
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Kur u rrita pak\u00eb, n\u00ebna pasi mbaronte pun\u00ebt e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb dilte p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjuajtur peshqi n\u00eb lumin e vog\u00ebl q\u00eb ishte af\u00ebr sht\u00ebpis\u00eb. Shpresonte q\u00eb n\u00ebse ha peshk do t\u2019m\u00eb ndihmoj\u00eb n\u00eb zhvillimin tim.<\/p>\n
Nj\u00eb her\u00eb me lejen e Allahut kishte nx\u00ebn\u00eb dy peshqi. Shpejtoi p\u00ebr n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb t\u2019i pergatis\u00eb; i vendosi para meje dhe un\u00eb fillova ta ha peshkun e par\u00eb dal\u00eb-ngadal\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa n\u00ebna ime hante at\u00eb q\u00eb mbetej n\u00eb mes t\u00eb eshtrave. Mu r\u00ebnqeth zemra dhe peshkun tjet\u00ebr ia dhurova asaj.<\/p>\n
Ma ktheu mbrapsht dhe m\u00eb tha: \u201cO biri im! Ha edhe k\u00ebt\u00eb peshkun, a nuk e di se un\u00eb nuk i dua peshqit?!\u201d<\/p>\n
Kjo ishte g\u00ebnjeshtra e dyt\u00eb e saj.<\/p>\n
U rrita dhe duhej q\u00eb un\u00eb patjet\u00ebr t\u00eb shkoja n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb, por nuk kishim pasuri q\u00eb t\u2019i mbulojm\u00eb shpenzimet e shkoll\u00ebs. N\u00ebna shkoi n\u00eb treg dhe b\u00ebri marr\u00ebveshje me nj\u00eb tregtar t\u00eb rrobave, q\u00eb ajo t\u00eb ecte sht\u00ebpi p\u00ebr sht\u00ebpi p\u00ebr t\u00eb prezantuar mallin.<\/p>\n
Nj\u00eb nat\u00eb dimri u vonua n\u00ebna ime nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb po e prisja n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, dola ta k\u00ebrkoj n\u00eb rrug\u00eb af\u00ebr lagjes, e gjeta duke bartur rrobat dhe duke trokitur sht\u00ebpi p\u00ebr sht\u00ebpi, e un\u00eb e thirra: \u201cOj n\u00ebn\u00eb, eja t\u00eb kthehemi n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb von\u00eb dhe moti \u00ebsht\u00eb i ftoh\u00ebt, ti nes\u00ebr mund\u00eb ta vazhdosh pun\u00ebn qysh prej m\u00ebngjesit. Buz\u00ebqeshi n\u00ebna dhe m\u00eb tha: \u201cO biri im! Un\u00eb nuk jam e lodhur.\u201d<\/p>\n
Kjo ishte g\u00ebnjshtra e tret\u00eb e saj.<\/p>\n
N\u00eb shkoll\u00eb kishim provim p\u00ebrfundimtar dhe n\u00ebna k\u00ebmb\u00ebnguli t\u00eb vinte me mua. Hyra n\u00eb provim e ajo q\u00ebndronte jasht duke m\u00eb pritur mua, n\u00eb nxehtin e madh. Kur cing\u00ebrroi zilja dhe p\u00ebrfunduam, dola, nd\u00ebrsa ajo m\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoi fort\u00eb dhe me ngroht\u00ebsi, m\u00eb pas m\u00eb p\u00ebrg\u00ebzoi p\u00ebr suksese t\u00eb m\u00ebtutjeshme.<\/p>\n
Me vete kishte nj\u00eb l\u00ebng t\u00eb cilin e ruante p\u00ebr mua kur t\u00eb dal nga provimi, piva nga ajo dhe shuajta etjen, por n\u00ebn\u00ebs time i dilnin djers\u00ebt n\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn e saj nga vapa e madhe, ia ofrova l\u00ebngun menj\u00ebher\u00eb dhe i thash\u00eb: \u201cPi oj n\u00ebna ime!\u201d Nd\u00ebrsa ajo ma ktheu: \u201cO biri im! Pije ti se un\u00eb nuk jam e etur.\u201d<\/p>\n
Kjo ishte g\u00ebnjeshtra e kat\u00ebrt\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Pas vdekjes s\u00eb babait tim, n\u00ebna ime jetoi si e vej\u00eb, dhe p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsit\u00eb e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb ran\u00eb mbi at\u00eb, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb ajo duhej t\u00eb sjell\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha gj\u00ebrat e nevojshme n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Jeta u b\u00eb e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb dhe filluam t\u00eb ndiejm\u00eb urin\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Xhaxhai im ishte njeri i mir\u00eb dhe jetonte af\u00ebr nesh, na sjellte ushqime me t\u00eb cilin largonim urin\u00eb, e kur fqinj\u00ebt tan\u00eb pan\u00eb gjendjen ton\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb q\u00eb dita dit\u00ebs po keq\u00ebsohej, e k\u00ebshilluan n\u00ebn\u00ebn time q\u00eb t\u00eb martohej me ndonj\u00eb burr\u00eb q\u00eb do t\u00eb shpenzonte p\u00ebr at\u00eb, por ajo u p\u00ebrgjigj: \u201cNuk kam nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr dashuri.\u00a0<\/p>\n
Kjo ishte g\u00ebnjeshtra e pest\u00eb<\/p>\n
Kur mbarova studimet universitare, gjeta nj\u00eb pun\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb deri diku, mendova se tash \u00ebsht\u00eb koha q\u00eb n\u00ebna ime t\u00eb pushoj, e un\u00eb t\u00eb marr mbi supe obligimet e familjes. N\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb ajo nuk kishte sh\u00ebndet t\u00eb mir\u00eb q\u00eb t\u2019ia mund\u00ebsonte asaj ecjen sht\u00ebpi p\u00ebr sht\u00ebpi, k\u00ebshtu filloi t\u00eb shitte perime. I caktova nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb rrog\u00ebs sime vet\u00ebm e vet\u00ebm ta linte pun\u00ebn, refuzoi t\u2019i marr\u00eb dhe tha: \u201cO biri im! Ruaji parat\u00eb e tua, un\u00eb kam aq pasuri sa t\u2019m\u00eb mjaftoj!\u201d<\/p>\n
Kjo ishte g\u00ebnjeshtra e gjasht\u00eb e saj.<\/p>\n
Punoja dhe n\u00eb t\u00eb njejt\u00ebn koh\u00eb regjistrova magjistratur\u00ebn, v\u00ebrtet\u00eb korra suksese dhe n\u00eb t\u00eb njejt\u00ebn koh\u00eb mu ngrit paga e pun\u00ebs.<\/p>\n
Firma n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn punoja ishte Gjermane, k\u00ebshtuq\u00eb m\u00eb transferuan n\u00eb deg\u00ebn kryesore t\u00eb saj n\u00eb Gjermani, u ndjeva shum\u00eb i lumtur.<\/p>\n
Fillova t\u00eb end\u00ebrroj p\u00ebr fillim t\u00eb mbar\u00eb dhe jet\u00eb t\u00eb lumtur, pasi udh\u00ebtova dhe u vendova, i telefonova n\u00ebn\u00ebs time q\u00eb t\u00eb vinte t\u00eb jetonte me mua, por ajo nuk donte t\u2019m\u00eb ngushtoj\u00eb, dhe m\u00eb tha: \u201cO biri im! Un\u00eb nuk jam e m\u00ebsuar t\u00eb jetoj jet\u00eb me standard t\u00eb lart\u00eb.\u201d<\/p>\n
Kjo ishte g\u00ebnjshtra e shtat\u00eb e saj.<\/p>\n
U plak n\u00ebna ime dhe at\u00eb e goditi s\u00ebmundja e kancerit n\u00eb sy, dikush duhej t\u00eb ishte af\u00ebr saj q\u00eb ta mjekoj, por mes meje dhe asaj kishte shtete. Lash \u00e7do gj\u00eb dhe shkova ta vizitoj, ishte e shtrir\u00eb n\u00eb shtrat pas kryerjes s\u00eb operacionit. Kur m\u00eb pa u mundua t\u00eb buz\u00ebqesh, por zemra ime digjej pasi ajo ishte e dob\u00ebsuar. Nuk ishte n\u00ebna ime q\u00eb e njihja m\u00eb par\u00eb, filluan t\u00eb m\u00eb rrjidhnin lot\u00ebt nd\u00ebrsa ajo mundohej t\u00eb m\u00eb qet\u00ebsonte.<\/p>\n
M\u00eb tha: \u201cMos qaj o biri im, un\u00eb nuk po ndiej dhimbje.\u201d<\/p>\n
Kjo ishte g\u00ebnjeshtra e tet\u00eb e saj dhe e fundit\u2026<\/p>\n
Pasi ma tha k\u00ebt\u00eb, ia mbylla syt\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb kurr\u00eb nuk i hapi.<\/p>\n
P\u00ebr \u00e7do kend q\u00eb ka nj\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00eb gjall\u00eb: \u201cRuaje k\u00ebt\u00eb dhunti t\u00eb madhe para s\u00eb t\u00eb pik\u00ebllohesh p\u00ebr humbjen e saj\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
P\u00ebr \u00e7do kend q\u00eb ka humbur n\u00ebn\u00ebn e tij: \u201cKujtoje \u00e7do her\u00eb se sa shum\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb lodhur ajo p\u00ebr ty. Mos e harro n\u00eb lutjet e tua Allahu t\u00eb meshiroft!\u201d<\/p>\n
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Tregimi fillon me lindjen time. Isha f\u00ebmija i vet\u00ebm n\u00eb nj\u00eb familje shum\u00eb t\u00eb varfur, nuk kishim ushqim q\u00eb do t\u00eb na mjaftonte. N\u00ebse ndonj\u00eb dit\u00eb gjenim pak oriz ashtu q\u00eb ta largojm\u00eb urine. Pasi e mbaroja pjes\u00ebn time, n\u00ebna edhe pjes\u00ebn e saj ma dhuronte mua, dhe thoshte: \u201cO biri im! Haje k\u00ebt\u00eb oriz […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-1334","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-c95-ahlak"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/shkollaislame.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1334","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/shkollaislame.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/shkollaislame.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shkollaislame.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shkollaislame.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1334"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/shkollaislame.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1334\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/shkollaislame.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1334"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shkollaislame.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1334"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shkollaislame.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1334"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}