Nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb thot\u00eb:<\/p>\n
Mu m\u00ebrzit puna, vetja, familja dhe rrethi. U largova nga t\u00eb gjith\u00eb. Arrita q\u00eb dynjan\u00eb ta urrej deri n\u00eb at\u00eb grad\u00eb, saq\u00eb t\u00eb lutem p\u00ebr vdekjen time. A ka di\u00e7ka m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe se sa njeriu t\u2019i jap\u00eb p\u00ebrpar\u00ebsi vdekjes para jet\u00ebs?!<\/p>\n
Adhurimet filluan t\u00eb m\u00eb duken t\u00eb r\u00ebnda. Personaliteti im filloi t\u00eb ndryshohet p\u00ebr nj\u00ebqind shkall\u00eb. Isha nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb e dashur, kurse tash u shnd\u00ebrrova n\u00eb nj\u00eb njeri me gjuh\u00eb t\u00eb lig\u00eb, me sjellje t\u00eb keqe. K\u00ebshtu vazhdova nj\u00eb vjet e gjysm\u00eb, derisa filloi t\u00eb m\u00eb dob\u00ebsohet sh\u00ebndeti dhe t\u00eb humb\u00eb n\u00eb pesh\u00eb, edhe at\u00eb p\u00ebr 15 kg.<\/p>\n
Nuk mundesha t\u00eb fle asnj\u00eb nat\u00eb pa qar\u00eb. Lot\u00ebt sikurse u b\u00ebn\u00eb shtylla kryesore e gjumit tim.<\/p>\n
Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb nga dit\u00ebt, u futa n\u00eb nj\u00eb forum dhe e lexova nj\u00eb artikull p\u00ebr istigfarin (k\u00ebrkimfaljen) dhe argumentet q\u00eb kan\u00eb ardhur rreth tij. Vendosa t\u00eb b\u00ebj sa m\u00eb tep\u00ebr istigfar. Fillova mir\u00eb, mir\u00ebpo m\u00eb von\u00eb fillova t\u00eb harroj. E dija se kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb loj\u00eb e shejtanit dhe se ai do t\u00eb m\u00eb largoj\u00eb nga istigfari. Isha e vendosur fort ta ndryshoj jet\u00ebn time. Fillova t\u00eb koncentrohem fort dhe n\u00eb \u00e7do vend ku shkoja dhe n\u00eb \u00e7do gjendje q\u00eb isha, b\u00ebja istigfar.<\/p>\n
Pas nj\u00eb jave, buz\u00ebqeshja u kthye n\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn time. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb u \u00e7udit\u00ebn me mua.
\nAjo vajz\u00eb e cila ishte e pik\u00eblluar dhe e keqe n\u00eb sjellje, filloi t\u00eb ndryshoj\u00eb. Buz\u00ebqeshja iu kthye n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb, sjellja iu ndryshua dhe shpirti iu qet\u00ebsua.<\/p>\n
Po, pasha Allahun! Fillova t\u00eb jem e k\u00ebnaqur me jet\u00ebn time. Jo se i realizova \u00ebndrrat, por Allahu m\u00eb furnizoi me zgjerimin e gjoksit tim. Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb begatia m\u00eb e madhe, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn nuk e ndjen vet\u00ebm se ai q\u00eb e ka humbur! K\u00ebshtu vazhdova tre muaj rishtazi, derisa Allahu m\u00eb furnizoi me nj\u00eb pun\u00eb q\u00eb nuk e \u00ebnd\u00ebrroja asnj\u00ebher\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb. I p\u00ebrmir\u00ebsova raportet me Allahun, u b\u00ebra m\u00eb e af\u00ebrt me T\u00eb dhe \u00e7do her\u00eb kur ndjej breng\u00eb, e lexoj suren El-Bekare. Ajo ma largon breng\u00ebn dhe m\u00eb qet\u00ebson n\u00eb shpirt!
\nIstigfari jep fryte mahnit\u00ebse! Mos e lini pas dore! Ai t\u00eb qet\u00ebson n\u00eb shpirt, t\u00eb jep rehati, t\u00eb sjell furnizim, t\u2019i largon brengat dhe pik\u00ebllimet, ta kthen buz\u00ebqeshjen, ta k\u00ebnaq zemr\u00ebn, t\u00eb mund\u00ebson q\u00eb jet\u00ebn ta shoh\u00ebsh me nj\u00eb sy tjet\u00ebr, q\u00eb rrall\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt e shohin ashtu! Ai t\u00eb afron tek Allahu dhe ta mund\u00ebson t\u00eb jesh i k\u00ebnaqur me caktimin e Tij. Gjynahet t\u2019i pastron, m\u00ebkatet t’i lan\u00eb, gradat t\u2019i rrit\u00eb dhe n\u00eb mesin e krijesave t\u00eb dallon.<\/p>\n
Allahu i Madh\u00ebruar thot\u00eb: \u201cE u thash\u00eb: \u201cK\u00ebrkoni falje nga Zoti juaj, i Cili \u00ebsht\u00eb Fal\u00ebs i madh, q\u00eb Ai t\u2019ju d\u00ebrgoj\u00eb shi t\u00eb bollsh\u00ebm, t\u2019ju shtoj\u00eb pasurin\u00eb dhe f\u00ebmij\u00ebt tuaj dhe t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb p\u00ebr ju kopshte e lumenj!\u201d (Nuh: 10-12)<\/p>\n
Nga arabishtja: Irfan JAHIU<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb thot\u00eb: Mu m\u00ebrzit puna, vetja, familja dhe rrethi. U largova nga t\u00eb gjith\u00eb. Arrita q\u00eb dynjan\u00eb ta urrej deri n\u00eb at\u00eb grad\u00eb, saq\u00eb t\u00eb lutem p\u00ebr vdekjen time. A ka di\u00e7ka m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe se sa njeriu t\u2019i jap\u00eb p\u00ebrpar\u00ebsi vdekjes para jet\u00ebs?! Adhurimet filluan t\u00eb m\u00eb duken t\u00eb r\u00ebnda. Personaliteti im filloi […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":6879,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,4,6,67],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-6878","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-c95-ahlak","8":"category-c86-akide","9":"category-c96-davet","10":"category-te-zgjedhura"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/shkollaislame.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6878","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/shkollaislame.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/shkollaislame.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shkollaislame.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shkollaislame.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6878"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/shkollaislame.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6878\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6880,"href":"https:\/\/shkollaislame.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6878\/revisions\/6880"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shkollaislame.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6879"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/shkollaislame.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6878"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shkollaislame.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6878"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shkollaislame.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6878"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}