Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb shkova te gjyshja n\u00eb vizit\u00eb p\u00ebr ta p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetur. Sa her\u00eb q\u00eb e vizitoja, kishte qejf t\u00eb bisedonim e t\u00eb m\u2019i rr\u00ebfente kujtimet e s\u00eb kaluar\u00ebs. Duke e d\u00ebgjuar me v\u00ebmendje, imagjinata m\u00eb iku diku n\u00eb nj\u00eb lugin\u00eb tjet\u00ebr! Po e shikoja trupin e saj t\u00eb dob\u00ebt, n\u00eb kurrizin e k\u00ebrrusur dhe n\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn e rrudhosur. Pastaj nisa t\u00eb kthehesha mbrapa me koh\u00eb e ta kujtoja rinin\u00eb e saj.<\/p>\n
Tregohet se duke qen\u00eb vajz\u00eb shk\u00eblqente me gjall\u00ebri dhe rini. Merrej si shembull te t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt p\u00ebr bukurin\u00eb dhe dukjen e saj. \u00c7do i ri shpresonte t\u00eb fejohej me t\u00eb. Sa shum\u00eb ishte g\u00ebzuar gjyshi kur gjyshja e pranoi k\u00ebrkes\u00ebn e tij t\u00eb fejohej me t\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Pastaj kaluan dit\u00ebt e vitet, derisa gjendja e saj erdhi deri k\u00ebtu ku gjendet sot.<\/p>\n
\u00cbsht\u00eb interesant fakti se si popujt e tjer\u00eb q\u00eb nuk jan\u00eb mysliman\u00eb, kur e arrijn\u00eb pleq\u00ebrin\u00eb, d\u00ebshirojn\u00eb t\u00eb rr\u00ebfejn\u00eb p\u00ebr kujtimet e s\u00eb kaluar\u00ebs s\u00eb tyre, mir\u00ebpo nuk gjejn\u00eb ask\u00ebnd t\u2019i d\u00ebgjoj\u00eb. Problemi q\u00ebndron se besnik\u00ebria, respekti dhe mbajtja e lidhjeve jan\u00eb fjal\u00eb q\u00eb rrall\u00ebher\u00eb i gjen n\u00eb fjalorin e tyre.<\/p>\n
Fillova t\u00eb mendoja p\u00ebr veten, ku jam dhe sa vje\u00e7e jam: dhjet\u00eb, nj\u00ebzet, m\u00eb shum\u00eb se kaq…? Vjen koha kur do t\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetem pa kthim me periudh\u00ebn e rinis\u00eb e t\u00eb gjall\u00ebris\u00eb e do t\u00eb nis\u00eb tat\u00ebpjeta, ku k\u00ebmba ime do t\u00eb shkel\u00eb n\u00eb fillimin e rrug\u00ebs s\u00eb pleq\u00ebris\u00eb. Rinia at\u00ebher\u00eb do t\u00eb mbetet vet\u00ebm kujtim q\u00eb sillet n\u00ebp\u00ebr mendje.<\/p>\n
Me vete thash\u00eb: Sikur gjyshja n\u00eb rini t\u00eb ishte si t\u00eb rejat e sotme, t\u00eb painteresuara p\u00ebr fe, vall\u00eb, si do ta shikonte ajo tani t\u00eb kaluar\u00ebn e saj? Me bindje t\u00eb plot\u00eb besoj se do t\u00eb shprehte m\u00ebrzin\u00eb dhe keqardhjen e saj p\u00ebr dit\u00ebt q\u00eb i harxhoi n\u00eb d\u00ebfrime, n\u00eb arg\u00ebtim dhe n\u00eb dh\u00ebnien pas epsheve, sepse n\u00eb fund i mbeti vet\u00ebm dhembja dhe kujtimi i keq. I mbeti edhe ndjenja e frik\u00ebs p\u00ebr t\u00eb ardhmen, p\u00ebr nj\u00eb dit\u00eb ku njeriu do t\u00eb shp\u00ebrblehet p\u00ebr \u00e7do vep\u00ebr t\u00eb tij, e madhe apo e vog\u00ebl.<\/p>\n
E fal\u00ebnderova Allahun q\u00eb u b\u00ebra pjes\u00eb e karvanit n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn e udh\u00ebzimit dhe mir\u00ebsis\u00eb. M\u2019u b\u00eb e qart\u00eb q\u00eb jeta ime, sado q\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00eb e gjat\u00eb dhe sado shum\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebnaqem, treni i rinis\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb q\u00ebndroj\u00eb n\u00eb vend, por do t\u00eb l\u00ebviz\u00eb derisa t\u00eb vij\u00eb dita t\u00eb m\u00eb paralajm\u00ebroj\u00eb p\u00ebr hyrjen time n\u00eb stacionin e pleq\u00ebris\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Ato pak vjet q\u00eb i kalojm\u00eb n\u00eb arg\u00ebtim dhe d\u00ebfrim t\u00eb kot\u00eb, \u00e7far\u00eb meritojn\u00eb realisht? \u00c7ka do t\u00eb themi p\u00ebr veten, kur kurrizi do t\u00eb k\u00ebrruset dhe fytyra do t\u00eb rrudhet? A do ta bartim me vete t\u00eb keqen dhe lakmin\u00eb n\u00eb periudh\u00ebn e pleq\u00ebris\u00eb?<\/p>\n
Nuk ka vajz\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb lumtur se ajo q\u00eb Allahu ia ruajti fen\u00eb dhe nderin, sepse shpresohet q\u00eb ajo t\u00eb jet\u00eb pjes\u00eb e atyre q\u00eb Pejgamberi, alejhi selam, tha: \u201cShtat\u00eb persona Allahu do t\u2019i fus\u00eb n\u00eb hijen e Arshit t\u00eb Tij, at\u00eb dit\u00eb kur nuk ka hije tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebrve\u00e7 k\u00ebsaj hije: imami i drejt\u00eb, i riu q\u00eb u rrit n\u00eb adhurimin e Allahut… \u201d<\/em>[1]<\/sup><\/a><\/p>\n Interesantja k\u00ebtu \u00ebsht\u00eb se ky nder dhe shp\u00ebrblim do t\u00eb merret n\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb, t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb dhe t\u00eb nxeht\u00eb p\u00ebr njer\u00ebzit. Pejgamberi, alejhi selam, e p\u00ebrshkroi k\u00ebt\u00eb gjendje me fjal\u00ebt: \u201c<\/em>N\u00eb Dit\u00ebn e Ringjalljes, Dielli do t\u00eb jet\u00eb aq af\u00ebr me njer\u00ebzit saq\u00eb distanca nd\u00ebrmjet tyre do t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb milje. Njer\u00ebzit do t\u00eb mbulohen nga djers\u00ebt sipas veprave t\u00eb tyre: disa deri n\u00eb nyjat e k\u00ebmb\u00ebve, disa deri n\u00eb gjunj\u00eb, disa deri n\u00eb mes dhe disa n\u00eb fyt (duke th\u00ebn\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb, i D\u00ebrguari i Allahut <\/em>\u00a0vendosi dor\u00ebn n\u00eb goj\u00ebn e tij)<\/em>.\u201d<\/em>[2]<\/sup><\/a><\/p>\n